So insecure lawl. Ever since my insane event in freshman year summer, being alone is just so scary now. I depend on my friends so much for my own happiness, its so hard thinking about being away from them all. Despite my fear, I have a motivation to succeed thanks to friends as well. They are all trying so hard on their own paths to success, I’m not going to be left behind, fuck that. Whatever happens, I’m never going to be left behind again. I can’t wait to show my family and friends my future accomplishments.
Honestly, this last week was how I always wanted to spend my highschool life, and I’m so sad its over hahah.
Especially tuesday where the breakfast club, went on a hike with a chill ass person randomly. The hike was just so random, n we actually went pretty fucking far. We were at kenneth hahn park, at the top of a mountain, overlooking the entire LA area. It was so peaceful and relaxing.
Especially graduation night, where we met up at like 12 am, and chilled in my friends truck until 6 am LOL. It was sucha great and memorable night for me. Again, it was randomly and with some chill ass friends lolol. These friends though, are so considerate and caring. I always had wanted to chill with them, or like give them a gift in some way for all their help throughout highschool. I’m glad we were able to spend time together.
Well, I just woke up now after grad night, an alumni now. Fuck , I feel so old, I dont know if I’m ready to leave. I hope so. The future is scary af. I don’t know how life is going to be without my friends. It’s just so hard to imagine life without them. Regardless, I’m goign to actually put forth effort to try in school.
tldr: I love my friends, I wish I got to spend more time with them, I’m sad about leaving, I’m going to try in school.
After a crap load of hectic events concerning tests, prom, and colleges, I am officially able to relax. I am so lucky to have such great friends who lend me help whenever I need it. They are extremely dependable. If I have questions regarding my future, they will do anything they can to help guide me. I really have the best friends/family ever :’).
Please, if you have a few minutes to spare, read this story and your life will be changed forever.